Sunday, December 12, 2010

Hello, Jesus

Hello Jesus, I had a bad day :(
I'm getting tired of what i have to face everyday
I don't want to pretend i'm nothing anymore :(
Why they never care about other feelings?
God, I need to be more patient and kind.
and I'm sorry sometimes i forget to talk with you before sleep = P
Tomorrow is my husband first working day
God, please guide him and help him in everything he do


Thank you God for give my hubby a new job :)
Thank you that you healed Emmanuel and now he's back to a joyful baby
Thank you for guide me and watch over by my side
Thank you God, for all your love




Uhhh...I'm sleepy
Guardian angels please watch over me and my family through the night.
May us sleep peaceful till morning light.

Good night Jesus ! :*

#Should i give you a birthday gift on Christmas day? :D













Monday, December 6, 2010

Christmas is Near~


Christmas is coming soon!

I wish that my christmas morning i can get alot of presents, just like my childhood... so sweet and i will never forget it, Thank you Jesus, for i giving me a Good father and mother.

But my santa isn't living with me anymore... : (

Friday, November 19, 2010

男人,女人

女人会记得让她男人
男人会记得让他女人



可是女人总是留在让她男人身边
男人却留在让他女人身边

Wednesday, November 17, 2010

A lovely day


A gift from me :)
I have no $ to buy a gift :(
But this 'red egg' is full of my love




~ Blissful ~



Thank you Lord, for giving me a Family.


A Smile from the heart

Emmanuel : God's with us.

Tuesday, November 16, 2010

生日快乐,老公!



今天
是我的
宝贝老公牛一

老一岁

老公你要加油!

无论如何你还有我跟宝宝



* 许个愿吧!*


Monday, November 15, 2010

.



这只时暂时的挨,一定是。。
一定很快过去的
我们一定可以撑下去
*
宝宝一定要幸福

*

Saturday, November 6, 2010

New hair style


I got new hair style! :D

Love it.

I'm gonna make like this on chinese new year :D

Thursday, November 4, 2010

Shan Shan's Sweet 19!


"This is the day the LORD has made. Let us rejoice and be glad in it." PSALMS 118:2

Woohoo~
Today is a special day for my dear friend
Fenny Soon Pei Shan



I hope lovely surprises are coming your way
To make your Birthday a Wonderful day.


With Love Swan

Tuesday, November 2, 2010

I want a home

I don't want to grow up ;(
I'm getting old
I want back my baby face :(
I've lost my smiley face

I miss the moment i was a kid
The moment we play together
We laugh together, you cry, and i'll cry too
And I will always love you my brothers

I love you daddy and mommy
I'm sorry if i was bad to you or ignored you
Although you made me cried a lot, or hate
But now all I know is how much you love me
And all the tears or hates is now wiped away with your love


I'm so lonely without you all

I'm so lonely over here
I wish time can go back to the past
So that i can memories the time we spend together
And now.........
I don't want to go home
I want to go home
I want a home
But where is my home..



I am a mother
I am a daughter
I am somebody's wife
I need to stand on one's own feet to protect my son
I need to be strong enough that my parents do not worry about me
I need to support my husband and give him hopes

I can't return to the past
I cry alone when nobody can talk with me
I'm troubled and no one can help me
I talk to my son but he don't understand what i am talking-.-
I feel broken-hearted when no one understand me

I just feel so helpless
Helpless..
Helpless...
Helpless....

Saturday, October 30, 2010

30.10.10

Emmanuel is sick :(


Friday, October 29, 2010

30 Ways to make yourself happy


30 Ways to make yourself happy

  1. Talk to a friend
  2. Watch your favorite television show
  3. Go shopping
  4. Color in a coloring book
  5. Take a relaxing bath
  6. Be grateful
  7. Blow bubbles
  8. Do something from your life list
  9. Jam out to your favorite song
  10. Clean
  11. Read your favorite magazine
  12. Eat your favourite fruit
  13. Watch your favorite cartoon from childhood
  14. Go for a bike ride
  15. Make a silly video with a friend
  16. Learn something new
  17. Wear cute underwear
  18. Get an ice-cream cone
  19. Say 'I Love You' and mean it
  20. Wear clothes you really like and are comfortable in
  21. Have a 'date' night
  22. Get enough sleep
  23. Build a savings
  24. Fly a kite
  25. Celebrate all your birthdays
  26. Be healthy
  27. Do something wacky
  28. Enjoy nature
  29. Sing a song
  30. Give thanks

Wednesday, October 27, 2010

女人叫你一声“老公”意味着什么你知道吗?


女人叫你一声“老公”意味着什么你知道吗?

  叫你一声老公,你就要肩负起男人的责任,要像棵大树,让你的女人小鸟般依偎。

  叫你一声老公,你要好好的疼她,宠她,毕竟她为了你放弃了整片天堂来追随你。

  叫你一声老公,你要懂得谦和,顺从,女人都多情,敏感,所以会无理取闹只是想知道你有多么爱她,这时你一定 要懂得顺从,谦让,容忍,不要和她吵架,不然她真地会好伤心。

  叫你一声老公,你抱她的时候一定要够用力,,紧紧地把她环在你结不结实都要显得结实的胸前,当怀抱中的她把脸贴在你脖子的时候,你要温柔的亲吻她的额头和脸颊!

  叫你一声老公,每天早晨起来,你要噘起大嘴说“老婆嘴一个,拜拜”

  叫你一声老公,当亲爱的她给你洗完脏袜、脏衣、脏裤的时候你要说声“老婆辛苦了”

  叫你一声老公,她就把全身心都献给了你,你成了他的天空和世界,除了你,其余都是黑白的,只有你,是彩色的。

  叫你一声老公,当她流泪时,不管是想妈妈了,生气了,受委屈了或是触景伤情了,你都要拥她入怀,任她哭个痛快,然后给她擦去脸上的泪痕,说“别哭了,知不知道你哭起来多丑,好了,衣服借你擦擦鼻涕”

  叫你一声老公,这包含了太多,两个人在一起,再多再亲的昵称都抵不上这简简单单大众的“老公老婆”。

  叫一声,甜在嘴上,暖在心里,无尽的甜蜜会包裹着你温柔的心,老公,畅想我们一把年纪了还在斗着嘴~!

Tuesday, October 26, 2010

If patience is worth anything,

it must endure to the end of time.

And a living faith will last in the midst of the blackest storm.

Monday, October 18, 2010

Tough Life


When the world pushes you to your knees,
you are in a perfect position to pray.

Wednesday, October 13, 2010


You kiss my lips
I close my eyes away
We float to paradise
And all the people who stop to see...
Softly whisper,
'They were meant to be'

If I could tell my heart each time,
It isn't love,
You're just some guy.
There is nothing the and what i feel,
Is in my head, it isn't real
But i can't deny,
Can't even try,
Because i know inside
Butterflies don't lie.

Me without you is like...
A pot head not high,
A plane that don't fly,
A best with no buy,
A nerd without braces
Asentencewithoutspaces

So we'll flip a coin for our future
Heads we will be together forever
And tails...we'll flip again!



Tuesday, October 12, 2010

:-(


有钱不是万能
但没钱却万万不能啊!
现在的世界有钱虽然不是万能
起码是‘千能’吧。。

Monday, October 11, 2010

Happy Birthday, Michelle Tay!

✿Happy Birthday To Me

Today is my 21st Birthday!!
I'm BIG GIRL NOW! :D

I received alot of gifts & beautiful wishes
I want to say Thank You to those who greet me
and also my
Dad & Mom
Brothers
Darling
Honey
Baby
SweetHeart
Ai ren
Dear
Lou Gung
Bao Bao

Dear Lord

I LOVE YOU


No picture for today=.= hehe.......






Tuesday, October 5, 2010

Working Days

~.~
I'm tired but i'm happy!


Sunday, October 3, 2010

After the day of sept 22nd, i've learnt how to love myself,i will not hurt myself anymore.When i looked into the mirror,my eye bag became so big,and i looked pale.I felt dizzy everyday and no energy,no appetite.Dr said i lack of blood, .....and....i am lazy to type about this again.
Anyway tomorrow is my first working day!I hope that everything goes smooth, is time to be independence =) Lazy worm please stay away from me!


i am sorry baby.

Thursday, September 16, 2010

tough time

我不信我一世都没钱,你们有了点钱就很威了是吗?
我会在我有生之年,找的钱比你更多!
那时我的眼看你时就一定会在头顶!

~你帮了我,我会永远记得你的好!你就生日了,我还没想到要做什么给你吃。。
你永远会在我身边支持我,我爱你!~

Sunday, September 12, 2010

=(



I'm sorry, but it's just like end of my life. It's End...If ,I do.

Tuesday, September 7, 2010

Friday, September 3, 2010

Thanks Henry for the sushi! :D

Wednesday, September 1, 2010

世界上

最美的谎言





承诺..

Sunday's cook ✿




^^"

Tuesday, August 24, 2010

24 aug













Dad's birthday 23 Aug 2010



Another durian cake -.- by Mom



ice cream


Group Photo :)


Happy Birthday Dad!

Thursday, August 19, 2010

Happiness



Everything is material for the seed of happiness,
if you look into it with inquisitiveness and curiosity.

The future is completely open,
and we are writing it moment to moment.
There always is the potential to create an environment of blame
or one that is conducive to loving-kindness.

Wednesday, August 18, 2010

New look

Just decorated my room's wall


Hope that i can have sweet dream every night as above.
LOL


Tuesday, August 17, 2010

You will never walk alone - Jaci Velasquez

Along life's road
There will be sunshine and rain
Roses and thorns and laughter and pain
and 'cross the miles
You will face mountains so steep
Deserts so long and valleys so deep
Sometimes the Journey's gentle
Sometimes the cold wind blow
But I want you to remember
I want you to know

(Chorus)
You will never walk alone
As long as you have faith
Jesus will be right beside you all the way
And you maybe feel you're far from home
But home is where he is
And he'll be there down every road
You will never walk alone

Never no never

The path will wind
And you will find wonders and fears
Labors of love and a few falling tears
Across the years
The will be some twists and turns
Mistakes to make and lessons to learn
Sometimes the journey's gentle
Sometimes the cold wind blow
But i want you to remember
Wherever you may go (Chorus)

Jesus knows your joy Jesus knows your need
He will go the distance with your faithfully



Monday, August 16, 2010

Eat For Health

Eat for health


To increase energy...eat whole grains
Rich in complex carbohydrates, whole grains keep energy levels stable because they are absorbed slowly by the body. They are also high in fibre, which provides your body with a steady stream of energy through the day.



To reduce stress...drink skim milk
The old-fashioned remedy of a glass of warm milk before bedtime actually works! Milk helps stabilise blood sugar, which in turn reduces anxiety. It also soothes tension, muscle spams and mood swings.



To boost the immune system...eat mushroom
According to Douglas Schar, Director of the Institute of Herbal Medicine in Washington,"Studies show that mushroom increase the production and activity of white blood cells, making them more aggressive." Shiitake and maitake are the best immunity boosters in the mushroom family.



To live longer...drink green tea
A study 40, 000 Japanese men and women showed that green tea drinkers lived longer. This could be a result of the high levels of antioxidants, which is believed to lower cholesterol, reduce the risk of heart disease and fight carcinogens that promote cancer, among others.



To improve memory...eat blueberries
Blueberries contain the antioxidant flavonoids, which have been found to protect against the deterioration of the brain. They prevent free radical damage and improve blood flow thus protecting and reversing age-related memory loss.



To get into the mood for love...go for bananas
They are rich in B vitamins which are thought to help the body produce sex hormones, and contain bufotenine, a compound that lifts mood, self-confidence and sex drive. Their phallic appearance is also supposed to be a visual stimulant!



To get that warm fuzzy feeling...have more avocado
Experts believe deficiencies in folate can cause symptoms of depression. Low levels of folate have been found to deepen depression while high levels prevent it. Get your dose of this essential B vitamin in avocado spinach and asparagus.



To lose weight...snack on almonds
A 2003 research found that obese people on an almond-enriched diet lost more weight and inches than those on a high carbohydrate diet. The high content of mono-saturated fats helps decrease appetite and prevents over-eating.


Want to feel better, slim down and live longer?
Perhaps you should visit the supermarket, not the pharmacy!





Saturday, August 14, 2010

Yummy!

我为你疯狂!


ps: forgot to add ginger.hehe

我为你痴迷!

Monday, August 9, 2010

Emmanuel's birthday cake

Haha,i know it's bad, but it was my 'first'


90% by mom 10% by me -_-

Yummy Durian Cake!


Tuesday, June 29, 2010

Planning

I'm gonna make a birthday cake for my son on his first birthday (15.07.2010), first birthday cake, and my first cake is make for my son first birthday!Exciting!Mom, teach me please~ :)

Tuesday, June 22, 2010

Today's lunch!

I guess you know what is it..hehe!

Take 1


Take 2

-END-

Monday, June 21, 2010

To: Emmanuel

(医院的日子)

我亲爱的宝贝
妈妈好怀念你在肚子里的日子
还记得那时没天早上都头晕
你在肚子里动来动去
爸爸一摸你就停了

以前你好小哦
头比妈妈的手掌还小
抱你一个手都很轻松
如今你的头好重啊
抱你手都快断了

最近你长出两颗牙了
宝宝慢慢长大了
你很乖
没有咬妈吗
只是很吃力咬奶嘴

快叫妈妈啊,我很期待
那时我一定会开心到傻了吧
叫爸爸也好。。。哈哈


Wednesday, June 9, 2010

9.6.10 Dinner

Here is some home-style dishes i cooked last night

Ta da......~

Oyster Sause Chicken.
Preserved Egg Steamed Egg Custard

Ginger, spring onion fish

Seriously, I like cooking!

Sunday, April 11, 2010

Hanging out


Happy day with Renny :)
After having ice-cream and wedges at 7-Heaven, She bought rojak to her mom at QQ Ice
These pictures were captured infront of QQ Ice while waiting for her rojak.

Taken by Renny Fong
why i look slimmer in this picture than real person huh?


My 爱人 and I ^.^

Waiting for 23 April T_T




This song is for Michelle Tay

梦醒时分


你说你爱了不该爱的人
你的心中满是伤痕
你说你犯了不该犯的错
心中满是悔恨
你说你尝尽了生活的苦
找不到可以相信的人
你说你感到万分沮丧
甚至开始怀疑人生
早知道伤心总是难免的
你又何苦一往情深
因为爱情总是难舍难分
何必在意那一点点温存

要知道伤心总是难免的
在每一个梦醒时分
有些事情你现在不必问
有些人你永远不必等




Wednesday, April 7, 2010

Sweet Memory

Suddenly thinking of the past, his born was a miracle for me, God is my miracle! :D

Here is me and my dear Emmanuel in hospital on 26 July 2009

Now he is growing up, a joyful healthy baby. Thank you ! Thank you everyone who prays for us!!Thanks God!

Monday, April 5, 2010

kevin老师的黑眼圈遮瑕术









发现我每天用的眼部遮瑕方法原来是错误的。。。。 难怪有时会卡粉,很不自然,还会造成细纹。。。。 在这边分享一下,时常要眼部遮瑕的你们要学起来哦。。。。

*黑眼圈遮暇:

1.掃黑亮眸緊緻筆 (從黑眼圈下緣開始畫起,先將溝槽處打亮)
2.眼部遮暇筆(重疊於黑圈下緣處遮暇)
-黑眼圈很黑的朋友可使用偏暖色調OR橘色調的水狀遮暇產品調和皮膚色差
-眼部遮暇筆(粉膚色)黑眼圈下方開始畫用拍打ㄉ方式延伸至顴骨上方為 止.才不會有明顯的界線喔!
-有斑點的朋友, 依然要先打亮斑點區塊再使用遮暇產品, 就能達到完美的遮瑕效果唷!

**眼影:可以使用亮色調晶鑽的眼影粉均勻打亮眼皮.眼角.眼下處, 在下眼皮處上一點霧面眼部蜜粉



~不可以直接用過於厚重的遮暇產品Ex:遮暇棒或粉條直接塗抹於黑眼圈處遮暇.

1.有可能會造成被過於遮暇的部分變的青青/發霉的感覺!
2.因為過度遮暇不但太厚重反而會造成遮暇產品卡在眼睛周遭細紋, 導致紋路更加明顯,且一笑就會有容易有細紋產生!

Wednesday, March 31, 2010

Want s ♥

I want to buy eyeliner
I want to buy clothes
I want to buy moisturizer
I want to buy toner
I want to buy slipper
I want to buy lens
I want to buy loose powder
I want to buy eye shadow
I want to buy perfume
I want to buy new mobile

I want to dye hair
I want a hair cut
I want brighten my skin
I must slim down!

:D

Sunday, March 28, 2010

Kiddy hubby

This week i have to take care baby by myself again, oh...it's so tiring:(

Last night he said go out take something for his friend, but lastly he did it again,yep..after that he came back around 12am.I just felt i am a stupid woman always lie by him...he is just like a kid must hang out with his friends.
But i love him, he is just cute like a kid inside my heart. I know he needs my love, and my passion, although he looks like big man.

But dear....sometimes i feel im tired with it, i'm tired that always cheer up myself:(

Friday, March 26, 2010

Rainy day

It's Saturday again, finally i can meet my dear Renny today. We never hang out for a month,i guess. I think she miss me too. :) Will take some picture with her. Hehe